Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Sunday…and Our Week in Review!

 

We had a busy week this last week, but truthfully, I don’t remember most of what we did!:)  We had planned to start potty training Annie, but there was just too many different things going on.  Also truthfully, I’m HORRIFIED of potty training.  We’ll get to it.:)

Our Fall activity was to color leaves and hang them in our windows.  We put construction paper on the backs of them, so from the outside, we have colored leaves.  Annie loves to color, so she had a fun time doing this and helping Mom to hang them up.

We also made pumpkin muffins.  They made our house smell SO delicious!  Now, if it would just turn into Fall already!

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Mom at 30 weeks…

30 weeks!?  Seriously, this pregnancy has gone SO fast!  Still feeling pretty good…nothing serious enough to complain incessantly about!:)  Uncomfortable, tired, a little sore…but I am just grateful that I finally look pregnant!

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 My cute girls.  They have been doing pretty good to play together and have fun.  It’s about time!  I thought that day would never come.  Annie gets a little rough sometimes, but I think its just because she doesn’t quite know what to do with herself.  Or with Emily.  She’s 2, for goodness sakes!untitled shoot-001

Kris decided to cut his own hair.  Sad.

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General Conference is coming up and we are looking forward to that.  It’s hard with little kids to get much out of it, but we try.  Kris will be working (as usual!), so its just the girls and me.  We’ll make the most of it anyway.:) 

Standing on a Corner in Duncan, Arizona

My Uncle John passed away over the summer, and since then I have been trying to get up to Duncan to see my Aunt Jenna (my mom’s older sister) every couple weeks.  I’ve taken my dad and my sister with me a couple times, and always the girls, but this week Kris was off and got to go with me. 

When I go, I take a couple meals for her and my cousin.  I’m not the best cook, but I love doing it, so its fun to get to plan different things I can take to her.  I love making food for my aunt for a couple reasons.  The first is that she makes me feel like I’m the most amazing cook ever!  She calls me and is so grateful and tells me how good everything was.  It makes me feel SO good.  The second is that a lot of the time when I’m cooking, my mind goes wandering to my mom and my grandma, especially when I know I’m taking the food I’m making to my aunt.  Its such a lovely time for me to get to reflect on my heritage.

This week was chicken & dumplings and macaroni salad (I should’ve taken a picture!).:)

After we visited with Jenna and Annie got to play with the puppies a bit (They are totally NOT puppies!  One of them comes face-to-face with Annie…she’s huge!), we stopped at the 3 Sisters Bakery on the highway.  We got cookies and ice cream.  It was a fun day and I was so glad we got to spend it all together!Family-090Family-095Family-096 Family-109 Family-112

Sunday, September 11, 2011

My Babies

 

“To you, everything’s funny…

you got nothing to regret.

I’d give all I have, honey,

If you could stay like that.”

Taylor Swift, “Never Grow Up”

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My babies are SO MUCH more than I could ever deserve.  They love me – even when the dinner’s not cooked right or the house isn’t clean, if I yell or I cry, if I wear pajamas all day, if I’m fat or if I don’t have time to shower.  I love my children unconditionally, but the love they show to me in return is beyond unconditional.  It’s perfect.

Monday, September 5, 2011

First Haircut, Sunday & Other Stuff

Last week, Emily got her first haircut.  Her bangs and the back of her head were getting totally out of control.  Cutting baby hair is ridiculous.  RIDICULOUS!  But, I totally can’t justify paying somebody to cut it when its just a little bit, and she’s just a baby (that means she’s pretty cute, no matter what).  SO, Kris held her down, and I had the scissors.  It was a little rough, but whatever, she’s still freakin’ adorable.

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After.  I did not put a bowl over head, let's just be clear on that.

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This is how I found my Annie a couple days ago when I went to get her up from her nap.  Those bears are supposed to be up against the wall, under the curtain.  She moved them all out of her way to take a nap…ON THE FLOOR!  I keep thinking, “Why would she sleep on the floor?”  But I think I should just be grateful that the sweet kid sleeps pretty much anywhere!

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The last couple weeks have been a little rough going.  The girls have been awesome, don’t get me wrong…I just have these CRAZY pregnant hormones that I don’t know what to do with!  I keep thinking to myself, “How did I get myself into this?”  Oh, and then there’s the “How in the hell am I going to do this?”:) 

Somehow we got this BRILLIANT idea to have Kris’s parents (and hopefully brother!) wait to come until after the holidays are over.  We figured we could do this on our own (which we totally can), and since we had them for so long last time and over the holidays…it just seemed like the best idea.  And yet, the closer it gets, the more I think, “What was I thinking!?”:)  We have an awesome ward, plus family close by, so I don’t think we’ll have any problems.  But the thought of being home alone with 3 kids when Kris has to go back to work…not going to lie, it’s a little horrifying.

So I started looking for little ways to help me know this would all work out the way it should.  First, it seems a silly thing, but it was a BIG deal to my kid…the greeter in Wal-Mart gave Annie a sheet of stickers.  She was crying when we walked into the store (Why?  Cause she has a mean mom.), and this particular greeter always talks to me and the girls, so she had stopped and Annie had tears running down her cheeks.  She offered her a sticker, and then just gave her the whole sheet.  The whole trip through Wal-Mart, was AWESOME.  Annie laughed the whole way through, and had a great time, all because of this little thing. 

The next day, a sweet lady from our ward came with three chicken salad sandwiches, right before lunch time.  She told me she had just heard I was pregnant and had been thinking about me (of course, she didn’t realize that I’m 7 months pregnant, but that’s okay).  I just had this overwhelming reassurance of my Heavenly Father’s love for me. 

Saturday was our ward party.  Annie couldn’t have had more fun running around with all the kids and playing.  I love knowing that there are all these little kids that just look out for each other.  Watching her play and have fun felt like a little miracle in itself.  Then, while we were eating, I got a little perspective from the lady sitting next to us (she had her 3 grandkids with her).  I apologized for my kids, and she said, ‘They were angels compared to these 3.”  I, of course, would’ve said the same thing about her grandkids.  Perspective…I needed some.

Sunday the opening song in Sacrament Meeting was “How Firm a Foundation”.  The 3rd verse is (usually) my favorite:

Fear not, I am with thee; oh, be not dismayed,
For I am thy God and will still give thee aid.
I’ll strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand,
Upheld by my righteous, upheld by my righteous,
Upheld by my righteous, omnipotent hand.

Something about those words always fills me with peace.  This Sunday, though, it was the 2nd verse that caught my attention:

In ev’ry condition—in sickness, in health,
In poverty’s vale or abounding in wealth,
At home or abroad, on the land or the sea—
As thy days may demand, as thy days may demand,
As thy days may demand, so thy succor shall be.

I even went home and looked up “succor”.  It means help, relief or aid.  I had been feeling so overwhelmed about all the things I need to do to get ready for this baby, and still dealing with a little post-partum from Emily, among all the other trials of life…I forgot that I’m not alone. 

We just watched “Life As We Know It” (awesome movie!) and one of the lines from that movie has been sticking with me.

“Just because you accept help from someone, doesn’t mean you have failed.  It just means you’re not alone.”

So here’s to asking for help…:)